New Beginnings

So..you know how you feel the night before you start a new job? your nervous, excited, anxious and a bit scared, well I am feeling all of those things tonight, no I am not starting a new job, but we are preparing to start a new life, it is all due to Pieper's therapy with Brain Balance. We went for our planning meeting last night, and it is going to be BIG changes for Pie, and the rest of us to, I am not going to lie, I am super scared, I want to do great for my girl, I want to help her find herself, and I just don't want to mess up, this is probably the most important thing i have ever done, It does feel like her future depends on how strong I stay during this time....no pressure, right.

I know deep inside that it will be Ok , I am learning to listen to the Spirit, and I plan on letting God lead me.

So tomorrow I will be taking her TV and storing it until, well I don't know for how long, I'm guessing long term, or indefinitely, there wont be anymore i-pad either, yes you guessed it that means we are all losing TV time, I know, how is that going to work? i don't know but I will let you know, we plan on getting super active, they want her moving a lot, but their is more, I need to put away anything she has obsession with, if anyone knows Pieper, that is a big list, she may be coming home to a bare room. I hope this is not coming across as complaining, because I'm not, in fact i am so excited about some of the changes, but it goes back to the nervous, excited and anxious part, along with those changes, I will be working on some very specific brain exercises, and she is going to fight me on those for sure, but oh boy, when it all starts working, and maybe I will be able to talk to my baby, well that would be a gift I can't even tell you, it will be some kind of wonderful miracle, something straight from God, all of it will be worth it, I can't wait to meet the new, the real true Pieper!

Now I am off to get my rest, I will need it, Thanks for reading and praying, I appreciate and love all of you more than you know.

Grace and Blessings to you all